Getting news like that can be a real stunner. It sure was to me, back in '77 when I was in the Air Force. I can tell you that you'll hear lots of horror stories about what the disorder can do to you. And yeah, some of that stuff can happen if you completely disregard your condition. The good news is, you can prevent a lot of it just by getting the know on how the damned stuff works, and respond accordingly. It CAN be handled. The best thing you can do for yourself is to see an endocrinologist that specializes in diabetes treatment. --Seriously! These guys know what they're doing. Your local doctor might be great at treating a cold or bruise, but diabetes treatment is generally out of their league. The local G.P. might mean well, but you really need to get to the guys that KNOW. It'll likely take some getting used to the idea that you've just joined the ranks of the largest growing disorder in America. ( Did you buy a lottery ticket yet?) But once you get over the shock, find out the lay of the land, it can be negotiated. Honest!